Adulting

You always here in life what do you want to do I known what I wanted to do and when I was 16 I realized what I wanted and that was to be a part of the gaming business and that was started and I started the study and really digging into this and my second goal was to become producer or director and be my own boss and win a game award and open up my own business and become a husband and a father my mindset on life is keep growing and do not settle to be second you want to be the best and be the smartest guy in the room I want to be the best and be second to nobody I want to be the best that’s my mindset on everything that I do my adult years when being this college year when I graduate from high school I will be starting a new job at general dynamics and or some computers job in Corbin or London another goal is to build my resume and so that when I go for a the interview they won’t turn me away at the end of my college my resume when say this from 16 to 19 worked at Wendy as pre closer, and he has a computer science degree and after college, I will be moving to Louisville Kentucky, and working at an independent company for 2 years and after that 2 years I will be moving to Santa Monica, California or Novato or New York then what happens after that is to become a producer for one of these big companies my mantra is every day I challenge myself to try everything like when somebody asks me how can you say all of these things and yet seem so far away and my answer is as long put the work in and put all of this first and don’t give up no matter how many times you fail because that’s how you succeed in life you don’t give up how the last thing I wanted to do with my life is opening up my own rehab center and help people who battle drug addiction and alcohol addiction and help people and the name of the place will be name after my mom Shana rehab center the reason why i have all of these milestones is when I was little my parents would be fighting and I was constantly being kicked out of school and I would escape into my games and because in mind when I turned on my gaming system I was in my world and that’s how I coped with everything that was going on but then the older I got I fell in love with it before this I wanted to be doctor and help people feel better don’t get me wrong helping people is the best thing in the world but I came to the realization came when I was talking so passion about gaming and friend of mine encouraged me to go into gaming and the realization  came when i was talking so passion about gaming and friend of mine encouraged me to go into gaming and the rest history. But when  i was 15 years old my dream list was upgraded  i told everybody that i wanted to have a family the motivation why i wanted to be husband and a father the way i grew up and the way my relationship with my mom and my father my passed away from drinking and my father walked away from me and my sister so told him that i was going to have a family and i was going to give my kids something you never gave me and that’s being a father be there for my kids love them and cherish them. The reason why i have this never give up attitude comes from being labeled half of my life growing up i was born premature

 And the school system was not always good to me see i always had extra help in class and when i was 8 years old i could eat write and i could not wipe my myself when i would go to the bathroom had to have help and son having parents getting a check for his disbaled and fighting so much they chose not help me and teach me things that your supposed to know i was not stupid i was just a kid that had nobody willing to look behind the curtain heck i can remmber i wanted help and but nodby would listen and i had no idea how to explain this to people my father used to tell me growing up that if i told anybody what was going on that i would never see my family again and thats why i i want to be a father because how my parents done if there is anything i can say about my future is this i will make all of my dreams come true no matter how long it takes and then on my death bed i will be able say this i was able to do everything that i wanted to do with my life and i can go out if this with a legacy left behind i do not do what if i just have faith and at the end of all of this i became a straight edge perosn and i became a never give up perosn and i have goal and  i idea where my road is going and my experience shaped me who i am today i would do it all over again. 

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